My castles stand upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand...

Hoje resolvi regressar...já lá vai um tempo! Digamos que tenho estado numa ilha deserta e agora encontrei o meu caminho de volta....

Ás vezes há aqueles dias em parece que tudo se dissolve, desaparece como se tivesse assente em areia movediça. Hoje estou num desses dias, mais melancólicos...é o que faz os fins-de-semana prolongados, muito tempo para pensar.
Com a "azáfama" do dia-a-dia acabamos por nem reflectir sobre as várias coisas que vão acontecendo e depois quando paramos as verdades atingem-nos como um raio que nos corta a respiração. Depois é tempo de respirar fundo, levantar e recomeçar tudo outra vez, até á próxima "onda".
São tantas as coisas que vão acontecendo, novas pessoas que surgem sem estarmos á espera, pessoas "antigas" que regressam nos momentos em que pensavamos não ser possível, outras desaparecem no nevoeiro...e no meio de tudo isto são poucas as constantes, a nossa "bóia de salvação", aquela a que nos agarramos quando estamos em apuros.
As pessoas que para mim já foram essa "bóia" e já partiram, aquelas que ainda serão, e acima de tudo aquelas que continuam a ser, ajudam-me diariamente (mesmo sem disso terem consciência) a "nadar até á costa".
Essas pessoas são aquelas que nunca esquecerei...

*

Someone else's dream

Time for changes
The storm is arriving
the damage is done
and there's no were left to run

craving to see you once more
just a glimpse of your sparkling eyes
we're turning apart
and now i can't ignore

the page is now blank
and there's so much more to write
the life that was before
is now out of our sight

we're gonna start over
from the very begining
we leave ourselves behind
and wait for a new sunshine

the words that were left unsaid
will now never be spoken
but they'll forever remain
deep down within our hearts

we start our new path apart
as there's no yestarday
but before we both go
i needed to let you know

i'll always remember the time
when the blue birds sung
and the sun inlighted our way
as we walked across the green grassed fields


for now i might just add
that the thought of you now makes me sad
as i remember all that was then
and what will now be

you just need to know now
that you were the dream that i never had

by me, myself and i....lol....

Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


You know i'm moving on now...i even fell for that stupid love song...we live and learn...from our mistakes*

JeWeL - GoOd Day

I say to myself
Self, why are you awake again? It's one a.m.
Standing with the fridge door wide open, staring
Such a sight, florescent light
The stars are bright
Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit
As it is, I might watch TV
Cause it's nice to see people more messed up than me
I say to myself, as I smile at the wall, let myself fall

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be

I shiver, shut the door
Can't think standing here no more
I'm alone, my mine's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just hotter.

The point of it all
Is that if I should fall
Still you're name I'll call

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be

As long as we laugh out loud
Laugh like we're mad
Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have
Because what's love but an itch we can't scratch, a joke we can't catch
But still we laugh

I go back upstairs, turn off the TV
You say "I'll be okay baby, just wait and see."

It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be okay
Gonna be a good day, just wait, just see
Gonna okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gonna be...


It's gonna be alright, no matter what they say...!

Don't Speak

Há momentos na vida em que temos que aceitar as coisas como elas são...

Os mensageiros da noite...by me*

A escuridão aproxima-se, chegam os tempos em que as luzes se acendem e os anjos da noite se erguem. Os seus desejos mais profundos, ninguém sabe, sonhos na imensidão da noite, escondem-se em cada esquina das ruas taciturnas que são albergue dos voadores. Oh, eternos anjos da morte que trazem consigo a promessa de uma nova vida, mensageiros das novas memórias que vagueiam pelo céu estrelado da imaginação, novos sonhos, desejos e vontades se concretizarão alcançando a tão desejada imortalidade. Eles vêm aí! Escondam-se aqueles que não procuram o futuro da imortalidade, a emoção da escuridão que se aglutina nas noites…Oh mas aqueles que por ele anseiam, ergam-se perante os mensageiros da Boa Nova, ergam-se e desfrutem do inconsciente obscuro do crepúsculo que vos rodeia. Eu, ah, eu busco a imensidão, os desejos infinitos que me esperam, os sonhos de uma vida alarmante, memórias de uma vida não vivida. Os meus desejos que nunca ninguém saberá! Os meus sonhos, levo-os comigo para onde eu for. Pode o mundo ver mil e uma noites de imortalidade, o sol pôr-se numa noite de escuridão, mas os meus mais secretos desejos, vontades e sonhos são como um cofre, são fechados a chaves alheias.

Um devaneio que surgiu na ponta da minha caneta (ou cursor do computador) numa certa noite, no dia 21-11-2006...Ás vezes saem-me destas coisas...lol...

Show me love...das t.A.T.U.

This was an accident
Not the kind where sirens sound
Never even noticed
We're suddenly crumbling

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent
Do you still have doubts that
Us having faith makes any sense

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Staring at your photograph
Everything now in the past
Never felt so lonely I
Wish that you could show me love

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til you open the door

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til I'm up off the floor

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til it's inside my pores

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til I'm screaming for more

Random acts of mindlessness
Commonplace occurrences
Chances and surprises
Another state of consciousness

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent
Do you still have doubts that
Us having faith makes any sense

You play games, I play tricks
Girls and girls, but you're the one
Like a game of pick-up-sticks
Played by f***in' lunatics

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til you open the door

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til I'm up off the floor

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til it's inside my pores

Show me love, show me love, show me love
Show me love, show me love
'Til I'm screaming for more

Show me love, show me love
Give me all that I want

Show me love, show me love
Give me all that I want

Show me love, show me love
Give me all that I want

Show me love, show me love
'Till I'm screaming for more